I am done with university
Hey, it's me, Gremlin.
I was procrastinating on writing this post, but I think I should tell about what has happened since my last entry for my own good. I finally 100% decided to leave my university after the most disgusting mental breakdown I have ever had. This shit was witnessed by my parents, and I told them through crying what I was feeling for the past year. Initially, my father wanted to help me with uni assignments because he is a programmer and could help, but the problem was not about it. I did not want to waste his time on the work I hated doing in the first place. I was not failing only because I was out of time. So, now I am waiting for my last scholarship payment, and after this, I will drop out. The next step is to get a medication for my anxiety, go to therapy for some time, and after a month or so, try to find a job. I will also try to take courses on Udemy to gain skills to progress in my career seeking.
That's it for now. Wish me luck. I like when people write me emails or comments in the guestbook.